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Guys, im back! Setelah lama gak ngepost akhirnya aku punya waktu juga. Belakangan ini emang lagi sibuk banget apalagi sejak pindah sekolah, banyak kegiatan-kegiatan yang bikin aku selalu sibuk. Well to the point aja sebenarnya aku gak tau mau cerita ke siapa or lebih tepatnya i dont know how to tell them and im not really sure if they will keep it as a secret or bakal disebarin. So here we go, oh well sebeumnya aku minta maaf ke readers klo belakangan ini tulisan di blog tentang cinta-cinta mulu, i promise next time i'll change my feeds

Have you ever feel like me? Fall in love with someone that you shouldnt
Have you ever feel like me? Getting stuck in the feeling that you dont even know what it is
So here i am, i dont know if i like him or i just admire him or whatever it is and it kills me
Do u know guys? i dont expect this feeling. i dont even expect to fall for him not even once
I dont know why me and why him? This is seriously wierd.
I should forget him
I should stop thinking about him
I shouldnt talk to him anymore
I shouldnt get closer with him
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Dang,,,,
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It hurts, it kills me
I cant do this
I cant deny what i feel
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Now the gossip sudah kesebar and im sure he heard that already
dan itu tambah nyakitin.
dulu waktu aku deket sama sesorang yang satu sekolah sama aku cuma bertahan like 1 month dan itu  karena gossip yang udah nyebar
i dont want it happan again, aku gak berharap jadian sama dia. Enggak
aku juga gak berharap dia suka sama aku, aku cuma berharap i can see him everytime i want
i wish i could see his face like before
i wish i can talk with him
gak kaya sekarang, mayba he feels that makanya he starts menjauh
for example i was staring at him, before the gossip kesebar he will stare me back but now he throw his face away.
anjir gue gk kuat nulis, pengen nangis sumpah
ah fuck the society