Friday, July 28, 2017

Airport Memories

"Stop looking for the happiness in the same place you lost it"
Yashh, thats true! I have heard so many times about that but the problem is how if that place use to be my second home now
Its an A I R P O R T
Okay, let me tell you a story.
It takes me whole times before i decide to meet/pick up someone from the airport because i know we gonna stay only maximum 7 days then he/she gonna leave me with a hard goodbye. I used to believe there's nothing going to happen with your feeling when you spend times with someone until one day you came and make it different.
It looks like universe knows what i feel
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I wish i could turn back the time or make it go slower, i wish i could say how much i want you, i wish i could hold your hand and tell you i dont want you to go, i wish and i wish.
I had no idea you would be that important until i loose you (again at the airport)
How did we get this far and why did something special had to finish?
Let me be honest that i still remember every single thing we did
We had a lot of fun when we were together
I still remember how we first met, how we shake hand and how we talk
I still remember our first text until it turns into endless conversation
I still remember that night we were walking around and talk about silly things
I still remember how you hold my hand walking in the middle of twin tree
I still remember everything since the first time till the hard goodbye at the airport
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Now as everything become memory, i have to accept that we were just a good coincidence
I have to accept that we are just two people who aren't mean to be together.
At the end of everything, all the matter is you are no longer here.
So as you say goodbye to me
I just want you to know
Im trying my best to just let you go

Saturday, July 1, 2017

Short Reminder

For all women who read this, i want you to know that there are thousands of things more meaningful and valuable than just a physically look. Do everything you want, no matter what they say, other people will just keep insulting and judging you no matter what you have given or what you have done. Action will cause a reaction, so does what will you receive after you do what you think is right and what you love. It is good to be different, but dont forget be smart, be independent, be gentle and be wise. Those things are better than beautiful absolutely better than just a physically beauty. 
Wear pants, wear makeup, wear a dress, wear a headscarf, wear anything that expresses you. 

You are not a bad person for caring yourself, choose what you want to make you happy.  You are not bad person for wanting to be happy. Allow yourself to feel proud of your own self, you deserve to feel that after the things you have done 
Women are not about what they wear. Really, you are more than that. Be confidence with yourself
And last, you are not defined by how someone else perceives you. Your worth does not come from how someone else reacts to you. You are your own person and are loveable just as you are. Learn to be comfortable with every fragment of yourself