Huge Wishes

Im thinking how i miss my childhood and how i miss the good time at that time what i asked mom or dad always immediately come, like i dont need to wait a second. They were like magicians and that was good life, now everything seems good but infact the things dont go like what i expecting. Sometimes when i watched movie i said to myself like "Angel, u've to make ur dream come true" but now when i re-thinking and re-counting my dreams i feel like "God, is it possible to make my dream come true??" movie and enviroment really make me a bit envy i dunno exactly why but they do it. I've got a long list dream but none of them are coming true, well not yet

1. I wanna have waltz and use party formal dress just like in Cinderella movie.

2. Travel the world at least US, UK, Aussie and big country in Europe

3. Have sport car

4. Have mansion well if i cant buy mansion it'll be perfectly fine as long as i've house with pool

5. Married with foreigners so i'll have lil blasteran baby

6. Work in International company so i'll use English everyday

7. Live in another country and have job there

8. Bring my family to awesome place such as Disneyland

9. Have formal dinner or gala dinner

10. Celebrate my new year in UK or US

11. Feel my self in real snow

12. Ride the quickest locomotif in Japan

13. Go inside Bali Sky Garden

14. Have bikini party in Costarica

15. Meet the personil of Maroon 5

16. Join TomorrowLand or DWP concert

17. Be a part of Youth Community

18. International Relationship

19. Before 25 i've to touchdown Thailand

20. Have money 20 million or more before 25

21. Buy apartment, make hotel or villa

Well that 21 lists seem too much but if i continue to write it'll gonna be 30 something, like i said in the last chapter "Dare to Dream". Maybe not now or not later or maybe never but i and we have to try to make our dreams come true, we have to move and to make action cuz by that we can know how far is our dream. Sometimes what we expected dont really happend like that maybe it gets worst or better but far from here God already prepare us the bright future we just need to wait and trust Him. It really take a lot of time to understand wut He does but when the time come y'll know wut He exactly means, like me i dunno until when i've to wait to make 1 of 21 huge wishes come true but i'll be patient even sometimes i got and surely will get angry with Him and blame Him but this is life--jungle everything is mystery no one will know wut happen next and u all have to create ur own story, start from now! See youu