Right now, I’m at the point where I’m getting to feel disappointment, sadness, and broken heart. I get hurt by people’s lies, broken promises, betrayals, rejections, but still I always try to trust them again and again. Many times, I blame on my self ; wondering about why did i do something so stupid and at the end i just regret it all.
Right now, I'm so fragile, everything really change so quick without giving me any clue.
If i could describe myself right now then i would say that im just a girl who get lost in the middle of nowhere, survive for her self but always failed caused by she trust wrong person, she waste her time and she fake everything outside to look happier. Im dead inside you, because im so obssesed with you without even thinking i get killed little by little (what a game?!)
I put high expectations on people; i should realize that i cant change people to be what i want and i cant always be with those who i want. I should have to remember that people are temporary and they are too busy for me :(
then should i forgive my self? Not gonna lie, it takes long time to stop blaming my self. I made evrything too complicated and decide eveyrthing too quick. I should stop watering the dead roses and try to plant another one, in another garden (maybe)
I should have let my self to
Right now, I'm so fragile, everything really change so quick without giving me any clue.
If i could describe myself right now then i would say that im just a girl who get lost in the middle of nowhere, survive for her self but always failed caused by she trust wrong person, she waste her time and she fake everything outside to look happier. Im dead inside you, because im so obssesed with you without even thinking i get killed little by little (what a game?!)
I put high expectations on people; i should realize that i cant change people to be what i want and i cant always be with those who i want. I should have to remember that people are temporary and they are too busy for me :(
then should i forgive my self? Not gonna lie, it takes long time to stop blaming my self. I made evrything too complicated and decide eveyrthing too quick. I should stop watering the dead roses and try to plant another one, in another garden (maybe)
I should have let my self to
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