How dare i am being in this sucks relationship?? Im not ready yet for all the missing time of him, in the other side i really love him as much as i love my self. How about the 7 months 2gether?? will we meet each other in reality? or it just a dream?. Im fucking miss him, how could i describe this feeling? tell me please! Im dying just for missing him, it's the worst thing of my life. Kenal dia yang beda tahun lebih tua dari aku make me open my mind, he's nice well even we havent meet each other. Dunno why and how can i fall in love with him, loving him something an incredible moment in my life. I love the way he treats me, i love the way he smile and laugh, i love the way he speaks, i love every inches of him, i love everything of him. But now............ we really are in the differet conditon, i miss him like hell. We have no skype for almost 1 week. Wut would i tell you in this short post is nobody will change my love to him, i love him and i trust him as he trust me.
Dear Joshua Schulz, im really lucky for having you as my boy, sometimes ithink how deserve am i?? im not that perfect girl, but you still prefer me and always be there and get ready for me. Jo, thank you for this awesome 7 whole months, even we are in LDR but someday i believe of course it should be in January 2016 as u promised me we will see each other. I did, i do and i'll always love you my big bear....... Cepet balik dari CA! I miss you like hell Joshuaaaaaaaaaaaa, i miss you so fuck!!
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